Interview — Video

Haz Vegan interviews Samuel Baca-Henry @ Chicago Vegan Book Circle

Discussing Lament of Hathor — December 2025

Transcript

I’m really grateful for your time to be here and discuss your work with us. It’s clear that you put a lot of research into it, and you were personally present in many of the locations where the story originated. I’m curious what led you to this topic and how your interest initially blossomed.

Thank you for having me. This is wonderful. Having spent so much time to then be able to share it with people and have them interested...it’s incredible.

So yeah, my parents told me they were going to go on a trip to Egypt with my mom’s cousin who’s a travel guy. And they asked me if I wanted to come. I’d always been intrigued by Egypt and it seemed like a great opportunity to spend time with my parents.

So I went on the trip and the second day we were–we had started off in Luxor where Karnak Temple is, which is a massive temple complex and it was one of the main seats of power for much of ancient Egyptian history. And in the morning we went over to the west side of the area across the river and started off at the temple of Hatshepsut.

She was one of the female pharaohs. And she had a massive temple/funerary cult complex in this area west of the main city. The sun sets in the west...it’s a common symbol of death and the afterlife in many cultures. So, her temple’s over there. I didn’t know much about her at all at that point, just a little bit.

But we were walking around and suddenly I saw this carving on one of the walls and it was the goddess Hathor nursing Hatshepsut as a small person. And I knew Hathor was a cow goddess...a symbol of motherly love among other things.

Wall carving of the goddess Hathor

And it just hit me immediately like people looked around at all the animals and were like, “Which one is a great mother that we can have be a symbol for motherhood?” And they saw the cow with her calf and they chose that.

And yet the way that we treat actual cows and their calves is horrendous. Within the dairy industries as well as of course all the others.

So that contradiction and hypocrisy and symbolic use for power just all hit me at once and I was like, “What’s going on?”

So I called my mother over and we stood in front of it and I got a picture. I knew something was going on. I didn’t fully understand it at the time.

And then once I got back from the trip, it just stayed in my mind. I couldn’t stop feeling it. And yeah, that’s how it started.

Samuel Baca-Henry and his mother

Did you have the kind of knowledge that you do at this time?

I was very surface level. Like, I didn’t even know what a cartouche was, which is how they write the royal names within the oval. I was very basic. I had done some research, but very very basic. So while I was there and when I came back went down the rabbit hole.

Were there percolating themes going through your mind before...I know you mentioned the aspect of the motherly maternal care kind of thing. Were there ideas around these things percolating in your mind before when it comes to animals and animal rights?

A couple years earlier I was at a park out here in Seattle and I for some reason was thinking about people egging houses and how would a hen feel if she knew that she was undergoing all this suffering...not even having her eggs being used to nourish people, but just thrown in jest. Like how devastating that might feel to a hen. So that was a few years earlier. I had thought from the perspective of a mother animal about how the exploitation was happening.

That’s awesome. I mean, not that that had to dawn upon you, but you know that you made that connection. I think there’s a strong aspect of Hathor from what I can gather from the book that has to do with this kind of overseeing care, you know, care over all of the inhabitants of the earth in a way. Is there a particular aspect of Hathor that you identify with the most?

Yeah, there’s a couple things. For one, my mother’s maiden name is Baca and she’s from New Mexico and would be teased as a child like “Baca Vaca” [“vaca” means cow] like how women are called cows and that’s derogatory. And I was named with just my father’s last name. But in the course of writing the book, I realized, if I’m looking at misogyny and patriarchy and whatnot, why not bring my mother’s name in and with the cow connection. So, there’s that. And I’m a Taurus, which is the bull.

But then for Hathor’s more specific symbolism...so, she has this motherly nature and she also has aspects of music and dance and ecstatic drunkenness and the sound of performances within the temples where it would just become a racket. And people were dancing. And another maternal cow goddess, Mut, has this one ritual where people show up at the temple and they all get wasted and then they’re woken up in the middle of the night and someone’s pounding on drums and it takes you sort of transcendent psychedelic state in which you’re participating with the gods. And I’m a musician myself and a lot of what I make is very cacophonous and overwhelming in order to oversaturate the mind and then empty it in kind of a mystical way. So, I definitely relate to that part of her and her cult where people were getting down.

I noticed in reading the book that this kind of oversaturation that you described was very much present within the text of the book. I would say like in terms of the density...it’s something that you just to be really forthright, I really struggled with being able to parse the different proper nouns like historical figures or positional orientations of different entities or stories. I found myself having to go back and say, “Wait, is this the same person or same entity?” Reading the first half of the book especially, felt much more dense. And then I noticed upon finishing it, the second half seemed to flow a lot more with the ideas of veganism specifically coming through. Was it a little bit reflective of this dynamic which you’re seeking to engender within the person’s psyche of this kind of density filling the positive node or fuller polarity and then the emptying? Am I interpreting this correctly? Do you think that there is that kind of an aspect to the book?

Yeah, there is. It’s trying to really bring you into some other world of time and space in which, it’s crossing thousands of years and trying to get you into this zone where you feel like you’re transported there.

And with the the density and the overwhelming...like in the lists of the animals that show up and the the deities that are invited in...that I was really inspired by the Lotus Sutra, a Buddhist text and some other mythologies where they there are these sort of endless lists of people who are summoned or animals.

A big inspiration is this work from 10th century CE (340s AH) Basra, Iraq. There’s this group called The Brethren of Purity and they created this encyclopedia and they were studying all sorts of knowledge. But the longest piece within it is called The Case of the Animals Versus Man Before the King of the Jinn. And in this the animals basically take the humans to court and there’s again these very extensive lists...it gets kind of monotonous even of all these different animals and the different points that they’re making.

And so I was definitely paying homage to and referencing especially those two works in the overwhelming lists. You know, you can picture maybe within a temple where there’s the layers and layers and layers of Buddhas or that kind of thing.

Thank you for elucidating that. That’s something that again to be really forthcoming I was just letting some fellow readers know. I was like “man, I am overwhelmed with this book to the point where I feel like my comprehension is really not hitting the bar that it normally does.” But I think it’s important to remember when going into this that this is really very much a historical work with all the footnotes clarifying what the previous thing you just read is about. Would you say when writing this were you surprised by the amount of research that it required? Or was there another aspect of the writing process that was not what you expected?

On the footnotes and the overwhelmingness, I do hope that one could read it without glancing at the footnotes and still follow through what’s going on. And that those will enrich or send people onto other paths. And same with the overwhelmingness is if you do glaze over a little and kind of skip through, I hope that the reader is able to still follow it. I also use the imagery to try to tell the story visually.

But as far as the research...it was just one thing leads to another. Every time I went further I realized how much less I actually understood. And then I saw more and more connections within the themes of the intertwined oppressions and the ancient lineage of exploitation and resistance.

And the most shocking thing was discovering that there were and are cow goddess laments within other traditions.

I was sitting down to write a cow goddess lament and then I found within Zoroastrianism and Hinduism there are cow goddess laments from thousands of years ago.

And so then I was like, “Oh my, I’m sitting within this tradition and feeling a connection to the people that were writing and reading and listening to those works as well as the animals that were around back then. And the people that were also being exploited by these systems of power.”

And just feeling this through-line in history and prehistory in which people understood how the animals were being treated and that it was wrong and they were advocating...even the people who aren’t recorded.

I want to also touch on with the you know notion of humans also being exploited throughout history. I know that with Hathor (or this or that being or entity), this name is also, if I understand correctly, imposed upon this entity, right? Originally it was Het-heru, is that correct?

As I was in there, I was realizing that a lot of the names that we know some of these gods and goddesses and places by are actually Graeco-Roman. And these were occupying imperialist colonialist powers that took over Egypt and used it as a source of food and labor and granted lands to armies in order to keep them happy.

And so I understood that if I was about justice in doing this, I needed to be using the indigenous names. And so even places that are described that are outside of the bounds of what we might think of as ancient Egypt. I tried to use the names that the ancient Egyptians themselves used for them.

So that was kind of tricky to think about...like, should I use the Canaanite name for a place or should I use the name that the Egyptians would use for it?

With the frame narrator being this Egyptian priestess, I decided I would stick with how she would have referred to these places. And you learn a lot in the process, like Herakleopolis, which is Greek for Herakles and Hercules, who exploited cows.

As I started peeling back these Graeco-Roman names and going into the Egyptian ones, there were all these things where there was meaning within the Egyptian words that helped give a richer understanding of why these places had their names.

That’s really admirable that you went into so much depth with your research. Do you have a continued interest in learning more about Egyptology today? Like, if I can ask kind of a personal question, is this something that has become somewhat incorporated in your own spiritual identity or belief system?

I guess personally my spirituality or belief system for what it is draws on many different traditions and kind of always has. I’m not exactly a believer in anything but find spirituality and meaning in many different traditions. My earliest real obsession with Egypt was actually learning about the early monks of early Christianity who were leaving Alexandria and going out to the desert in solitude and then forming communities and stuff like that. And then I eventually started getting into some Egyptian Sufist poetry from Islam. And so yeah, part of me for decades has been drawn to Egypt throughout the ages.

And having done this work now, I feel very much that I have and can experience divinity or sacredness or transcendence through engaging with these deities and objects and practices and places.

Would you say that it was one of your motivations for writing this book to have the reader experience divinity...this version of divinity if that makes sense? Do you hope that people walk away and think, “Wow! Logically, I need to stop exploiting animals and wearing them and and you know eating them etc” or did you more hope that people have this more dare I say Egypt flavored divine experience and maybe some kind of a communion or something?

I guess there’s two sides to it.

One...I see the power of myth in history and scriptures, etc, and how those can be repurposed and have been repurposed over time. And that perhaps this might serve some people as a kind of myth or scripture that they can feel a connection to in their ethics.

And the book also goes not just into Egypt but into many other religions of the time as well as that are still active today. And showing their connections to advocating for animals. And so I’m hoping as well that there’s an ecumenical thing where people would see that there are many different traditions in which this is a thing and that if we can bring them into the room together maybe there’s something that is meaningful in that.

On the other side is wanting people who do follow some of the religions interacted with in the book that they will be reminded or learn sometimes even aspects of their own faith that do include a history of advocating for animals.

Like, I was raised Roman Catholic and I didn’t know so much that I learned through the course of this book. For example, that the covenant after the flood was made not just with the humans but with the animals as well and that that was when people were starting to be allowed to eat animals.

And so many of the laws (like in Deuteronomy about taking care of the animals) nobody taught us that growing up. And so hopefully it’s enriching for people who do have one of these religions themselves.

I think that’s really considerate of you and kind of also like you know laudable to want to speak to people in their own language and metaphorically speaking of course. So, I want to again thank you for interacting with these questions.